parting is such sweet sorrow

It's been ages. Am leaving England in 20 hours. for good. Everything started sinking in when I was packing an hour ago. It's not that I don't look forward to going back to Malaysia, it's just that having been living here for 2 years and knowing that I won't be back anymore makes me sad.

When I first got here, I thought Sheffield was so kampung that it was like going back to Kuantan. But after settling down, I started to like this place. In fact, I am leaving with a heavy heart because I had fallen in love with the place.

Also, part of me just do not want to grow up. Once you've graduated, everyone else expects so much more of you. Technically, I still have 9 months before I have to really grow up and get a job but 9 months will pass by so fast that it's just like a snap of my fingers. Like how I just got here 2 years ago, now I am going back to Malaysia for good.

I am not sure if it is because I know I won't see him anymore that's making me so upset but it sure as hell is affecting me.

MCHKNNCCBTNM

I spilled beer on my laptop. Had a bloody bad day yesterday. Was supposed to go out, then tak jadi. Wanted to go swimming, then it started raining. So I decided to have a beer la. Bloody good timing, the beer decided to spill itself on my laptop. (obviously the beer didn't spill itself la, my hand accidentally knocked the bottle).

Woke up to call the service centre this morning to arrange for a pick up today. They haven't called me to arrange for a pick up time. And if they come tomorrow, I'll be off to Portugal. URGH.

I HATE BEER.

I need another drink.

boys are stupid they should be stoned to death

The bitterness is still lingering in my mouth. That aside...

Everyone's done with their exams after Employment Law except for me! Corporate Insolvency is not til Thursday. Just     2      more       days. Actually, it's only 36 hours away. I'm not even prepared for it and here I am whinging about it being 2 freaking more days away.

Did bugger all today except for sleeping. Heh. Sleeping is not doing bugger all in my books. Laziness oozing out of me. I've got 3 freaking months to do that, which is great. I am not complaining. yet.

WhINge WHinge WHingE

Spoilt for choices!

Most people prefer no. 5. I like it too but I also like no. 8. The tattooist say that if I choose no. 8 I'd have to alter the bottom bits or else it will turn out like a blob because it is too detailed. Maybe I should just settle for no. 5... hmm...

12 more days to my appointment!

MASSOC D&D 2006

7th May 2006

3.00 pm: The girls in the house took turns to shower. We have 2 bathrooms (1  downstairs and another one upstairs) in the house but they can't run at the same time because if they do, the person upstairs would get burnt (because the water pressure would be low and the water would be boiling hot).

4.00 - 5.30 pm: Sharon started with Amy's hair. She had to tie tiny locks of her hair into small knots to create natural curls (she refused to let me take photos). Then, it was Regina's turn, followed by Siow Lee and I went last.

5.30 - 7.00 pm: Everyone got dressed and put on their own make-up. Mine was done by Amy.

7.15 pm: By the time the taxi was here, half of us weren't ready. He wasn't too happy to wait.

Before leaving the house.

Bored while someone's talking in front. Couldn't see who it was coz I am short-sighted (and sometimes I have short-attention span, can?)

Table 10.

Me with 2 lil' girls.

Didn't realise that he's actually so tall.

The girls

The girls admiring the handsome prince playing the piano. (Ironically, he can't actually play).

Me.com.

All in all, it's just another boring dinner and dance where you dress up, eat (sucky) food, watch some (lousy) performances, and take loads of photos. Oh yeah, here's another photo. I thought that this was the best performance of the night.

Siow Lee and Li Jie.